I mourn you still
Your bones lie white
on the plains; buried under sand;
fossilized in stone –
that’s how I know you were here.
*
Your prints are everywhere I look:
In caves; and on the beaches;
In the faces of the people I know.
They’re my brothers – the children of my sisters –
they’re blood of my blood, too.
*
I know you are here:
In the whispers through the reeds;
In the sounds of the bow;
In the dark of the caves.
*
When the eland suddenly looks up,
the chase is on over the dunes,
While the mothers wait,
babies in their arms, they wait
for men to come back … to come back … to come …
*
In the quiet of the night:
captured souls in chains,
silently they wait; they wait …
then death, by roar and smoke,
takes them to the clouds above the sky,
while mothers wait … and babies wait …
till the new dawn breaks –
and finds them: slaves to white masters.
*
I mourn you still, my parents.
How were you supposed to know?
November 2021
Alex Marshall hails from Heidelberg in the Western Cape. He was a teacher at Trafalgar High School in District Six, whereafter he taught English at Masibambane High School in Kraaifontein. He was an activist for South African sports; has a great interest in history, and holds a master’s degree in Philosophy from UCT. Alex is passionate about reflecting on his community in his writing.